Hey I don’t normally post any thing at all but I figured I’m having such a hard time I could use some words of encouragement..

I have anxiety bad I have not really left the house in almost 2 years my husband and I run our own Buisness so I get to do paper work and book jobs. I’m also a heavy drinker and I wanna get clean for myself but I’m struggling to stop this man has been so good to me I love him so much and I know he deserves better than what I’ve given him I am just struggling so bad and fighting anxiety is a real feeling and I get sick over it... any advice or words of encouragement I would really appreciate.