Negative at 9dpo. Currently 12dpo šŸ˜¬

I havenā€™t tested since then because my heart canā€™t handle another negative. This is our third cycle trying and I would love for it to happen šŸ¤žšŸ¼ Iā€™m not very hopeful because I have no symptoms aside from cramps and sore boobs which is the norm for me. But hereā€™s to hoping AF doesnā€™t show up on Thursday šŸ™šŸ¼ did anyone get a negative on 9dpo and a positive later on? Any symptoms? Help me stay sane for the next 2 days šŸ˜¬ this was my test at 9dpo but I think itā€™s an evap!

And a super edited version cause Iā€™m crazy šŸ˜‚