Not Sure Where To Go

Lucy • 18 // exotic animal & dog mom 🤷🏼‍♀️

Hey guys. I have depression and some mild self-hatred, and in the past two days I haven’t found much I want to be here for. My grandma, who I was close to, passed away yesterday unexpectedly from cancer she had been hiding. That same morning my best friend, my rabbit, had a stroke and will be put down Thursday because she is paralyzed. My parents don’t get along — they’ve been yelling and screaming at eachother, acting like pure children over a small mishap in the bank account. My cousin has been living with us for a few days in spite of having lived with my grandma, and she drives me off the walls; she has no sympathy, and is playing master of the house. She is rude and unthoughtful. If anyone has any tips on how to get through the worst, I’d appreciate it! ❤️