In need of some opinions and support!

Chyna

Hey ladies. I have gotten 4 faint positive pregnancy tests but I don't want to let myself believe it yet. I miscarried at 7 weeks with my first baby and I had to get a d&c. I just ended my very first period on June 18th, since the d&c (2 months ago) and I tracked my ovulation and even had a little egg white cm. The thing is, is I was supposed to get my blood drawn after the d&c to make sure my levels have gone down but I never did because I was just too emotionally drained and needed a break, so I didn't even think about it. But its 4 faint positive tests and I just do not believe it because I don't want to get my hopes up. Also I am very early, 9 dpo today. Any opinions and support to give me some peace of mind would help:) thanks girls