Sorry, I have to let this out


I just need to get this out of me. Can't keep it in side anymore. I am Starting to feel like I am just not met to be a mom. After 3 loss's and 2 1/2 years of trying and next year I will be tuning 35. So time is bitter sweet, We have hit a walls after walls. The pain of loss is to much at time's to take. I feel like even the Dr's are giving up on us and no one in my family has ever been though this. So they do not know how to act and speek to us. At times its just to much to take.