So after 4 years and 3 miscarriages I finally got blessed with a rainbow baby.

Two weeks ago her dad left us because he couldn't handle the pressure of being a parent a spouse and working.

Yesterday marked 3 weeks of me feeling really off like I have with my other pregnancies

Yesterday I decided it was time to test and had 2 faint positive tests and one more bold positive test

At 430 this morning I woke up to take care of my daughter and started bleeding

I am at a loss right now because even though her dad left we had been trying for months to have another child before he did. I feel like all this hope of giving my child a sibling and watching my children grow together was just taken from me.