PLEASE HELP!! I cant seem to smile or laugh at anything nowadays. I feeling all sad and tbh idk y. I got no job, can't pay for school rn. I just have my family... but its not the same. I cant go to my family with every little thing that happens in my life. My ex and I been talking and we seeing where things go from there. I got no friends that I can count on. My last lady friend was in 10th grade... I've lost all my confidence to the point where I can't even look at myself in the mirror. I cant sleep...im exhausted. Since I was in middle school I couldn't sleep until 3am or so. I've tried to get professional help like a psychologist but they are expensive. I dont want to be depressed no more. Any suggestions in what to do?