Okay so I’m not entirely proud of myself for doing this but I shopped through my husbands phone. Lately I’ve been having some vivid dreams of him cheating on me. Although I know they are just dreams I couldn’t help but feel insecure since I am 8 months pregnant. He was sleeping when I used his phone for a silent listening thing we have for our tv in our room. I kept trying to hold myself back but It just came over me. A while ago we had a big argument about being to addicted to social media and agreed to not use any aside snap chat. Well I noticed he was receiving emails from Facebook and I hacked into his account out of the same curiosity, why was he getting these emails if we deleted everything? Anyways I saw that he was looking girls up and one of them happened to be some girl he had an interest in way before he met me. Again I couldn’t help but feel this anger come over me. I just don’t know how to deal with this. I have just as much to blame for, for not trusting him but why would he be looking these girls up? Especially that one. I seriously need some advice.