I am having my second cesection tmw to welcome baby boy. My emotions are all over the place though! Obviously I am super happy and excited to finally meet him, but I am also scared and anxious. Also, I can’t stop crying at the thought of leaving my girls. I have never been away from my 2 year old and I was only away from my 4 year old when I had her sister. They are my world and I’m just so sad about leaving them 😭 I know they will be fine but still just breaking my heart since I have to say goodbye tonight. 😔😢