Had a terrible scare Monday after giving birth to my daughter I almost bled out in my post partum room since my uterus didn’t want to cooperate and contract the way it needed to for my blood to pass clots. The nurses came rushing in and my oxygen went from 100 to 84 in a matter of minutes because I was so scared I was going to die. My poor husband was taken out of the room with our newborn so they could work on me and all I could think about was I didn’t want to die and leave behind my husband and 3 kids. Well needless to say I was discharged Thursday around 12 and I have been super paranoid about my newborn. I finally got over something happening to me after the nurses assured me they got my bleeding under control and everything looks great. Now I can’t seem to sleep without sneaking glances at my newborn in her bed and whether or not she’s breathing or if she’s too hot or too cold. She was an early baby 37 weeks and though she was term she was early still and they have precautions they have to take. Like monitoring her feeding, her temperature and her bowels. I haven’t stopped crying it’s like a constant thing right now I’m just so worried and nervous and I want to stop feeling this way. Can someone tell me I’m not alone never felt this way before.