This past few weeks have been soo bad for me and my husband we found out June 17th I was pregnant like what omg 10 years 3 other miscarriages (very early or two of them) and wow bam two lines holy shit this ain't real I cryed happy tears. I tested every day twice day if not 3 time omg the morning sickness the mood my boobs omg my boobs hurt lit spotting normal called doctors made plans seen doc know we were going to be a night Risk pregnancy we already know that we was getting thing in order blood pulled to confirm then the following Wednesday started bleeding more that spotting and instinct scared went to hospital they said was in what they call a threatened miscarriage and there was nothing they could do my numbers was up 2500's but I found ont that my blood type is RH- A- anemic? sent me home with meds scripts advised me to get bloodwork done in am and go to ob/gyn office after my number was down 2200's so we did that is where life changed for me again ending in pain and heartache being told we had a sak with yok up high in good position thinking walls but no fetal stem. Directed me to rest and get bloodwork again on Monday to check numbers if I didn't pass it over weekend, weekend past no cramps no pain like he said nothing passed no bleeding nothing Monday got blood pulled numbers only down 81 point still no pain no bleeding no passing till 7/3 at work when the pain and bleeding hit like ton bricks and then the passing I cryed more than I ever had in my life. I still need to be check to make sure all is good but still the fear of it happening again is killing me and I'm so tied of people saying ooh it's ok it will happen when it happens stop trying (or am I the only one that feels that way) or they find out you lost your pregnancy and there are like oh keep trying dont give up so early like wtf have you had you heart shattered like this befor cse omg you feel so broken so worthless like why me I keep trying to be optimistic but it's so heard and I'm feel so vulnerable. Dose anyone on here have any info on the Rh- blood type and ttc? And thank you in advance I'm just simply trying to get it all out to try and move on and not feel so broken I'm sorry but this is my story my heart broke story