I’m not feeling like me

Lately my depression has been at an all time high. Something happened the other night that made it worse and I’ve noticed the things I love haven’t been making me happy. I’ve been distant from my bf. I haven’t wanted to be here anymore. I’ve spent so much time crying. I can’t go to the doctor because I don’t have insurance or a job right now. I can’t pay my bills, things keep breaking on my car, my period is 150 days late. Like I cannot catch a break.