I'm loosing my mind

I swear this week is gonna kill me. Back story is I found out in November I had stage 1 endometriosis and in February found out my husband is in testicular failure, March I had laparoscopy surgery and had gone from stage 1 to stage 3/4 by March. All this after 8 years of trying and 2 miscarriages. The original doctor also put me on the 3 month lupron shot without explaining anything to me, so in February I found a fertility specialist who specializes in endometriosis and got the ball rolling. Well because of the lupron shot it took til june to start fertility treatments. Letrozole and ovidrel injections with insemination. Now the letrozole has me a hormonal mess and when we got to the doctors in june for the insemination my husband had 0 live sperm. 0. We were heartbroken but didnt give up hope because hell we have been trying for 8 years what's another month. So July comes and Aunt flo so we start letrozole then the ovidrel and guess what!!! He had live sperm!!!!! Now because he is in testicular failure at 31 he only has 2 million instead of 10 million but it only takes 1 sperm and 1 egg. Now it's been 9 days since insemination. For the last 4 days I wake up sick as a dog but by 1 or 2 I'm completely fine. Smells kill me, like certain perfumes that I normally love make me want to barf. I cry over everything and I mean everything. My emotions have now taken control and its scares me because well idk if I'm pregnant and if I'm not then why is this happening and just out of no where. And I dont want to get my hopes up because I know it doesnt always work on the first try but I really want and pray for it to take hold so we can have our rainbow baby. If you read all of that then thank you because I'm freaking out but dont want to drag anyone down with my mood swings about all of this.

Baby dust to all you amazing ladies TTC!!!