I have been fairly emotionally stable most of my pregnancy thus far, haha. But the past couple days I've just been hit with this loneliness and restlessness.

Several of my friends are traveling 🤦 and we always take a summer road trip around this time. I had really wanted to have a little baby moon before we delve face first into parenthood haha. Buttttt. I just feel like everyone else "gets to" do that and I can't. I've even looked into private cabins, just for a quick get away close to home.... but everyone had that idea so they're all booked up or $$$$$

I've been dying to travel and it kills me to see my friends going and doing fun things...

The question still remains if I should bother trying to have a baby shower 🤷‍♀️ and I'm at the point in my moodiness where I don't even want to bother planning one because either no one will come or it'll be canceled.

I'm having a pity party for myself 🙃

I was just trying to vent to my husband and he wasn't understanding. He's a good guy but his first response was to make jokes to try and cheer me up and that's just not what I needed.

I'm gonna go treat myself to some drive through breakfast and coffee 😭 and we'll see if that puts a band aid on things enough lol.