We have been trying to conceive for over 5 years... so recently I basically haven’t really been in the mood, hence our baby dancing not being as much as it probably should be. I’ve given up trying to track ovulation, because I’m tired.

Tired of waiting to see a negative on the test when my period is a day late.

Tired of when my period comes a couple days early.

Tired of being told by my obgyn that my one uterine fibroid, that is located in my uterine wall, is the cause of all my cramping and pain that come randomly during the he month.

I’m just tired and so ready to throw in the towel on all of it.

No period yet, but not holding my breath either.