what should i do?

hi, i’ve posted about my sexual assault by my boyfriend and people have told me i need to leave him and so on,

although this is difficult, i don’t have any friends, before this i had one but i told him what happened and he’s blocked me on everything. so atm my boyfriend is the only person i have, i also suffer from mental health meaning i get very attached to people making it very hard to all of a sudden cut them off.

i really don’t know what to do i just feel so alone and numb, i feel slutty and like it was my fault, but i have no one to talk to it about i just really don’t know what to do

i’ve posted this already but it won’t let me see the comments, sorry