Being home more has made me question a lot of aspects in my life. Do I really see myself being that person owning a home, 9-5, husband, kids, same thing everyday type of life? No. And for so long I was trying to convince myself that it was what I wanted because all my friends are starting to reach those milestones. When I hear someone close in age getting engaged or having kids or married, it hits me like oh, we’re actually in that age where it’s acceptable for those things. I feel younger than I am and don’t feel ready for those things.

The milestones I’m thrilled about is reaching a bigger audience on social media where I show my work and passion. Expanding my art and working towards goals where I’m well known, respected, and can travel and hold events. Maybe owning a house could be my thing, but I would love to have an RV and travel for a bit. 9-5 never was my thing and I’m lucky I own my own business but Idk I feel almost guilty and behind for not wanting the same things. Problem with Corona is, it has slowed a lot down and I feel like it’s taking a while to get started on those goals. So does anyone else feel like the life they’re currently living now isn’t true to them