Stress stress stress😢

Please no judgements I just wanna vent because I feel awful. I’m 33 weeks pregnant, my husband ran off over the weekend & cheated on me, found him in a hotel. I quit smoking as soon I found out I was pregnant, but I smoked 3 over the last 3 days due to stress & my nerves & I feel like a big pile of dog shit. It’s not babies fault & I made him suffer.... just wanted to vent 🥺