I need support and prayers. I've been struggling with communication with God and with others. I was in a bad relationship where I wasn't allowed to call and rarely texted him. Back then I lost my Faith and stopped talking to God. A few years later I am here with trust issues and communication issues. I got on a new Christian dating app, talked to a few guys, turns out none of them were actually Christians so as I was about to delete the app and go on with struggling in my life this guy messaged me. That first day I was hesitant that he would be like the rest but by that second day of talking I knew that God put us together. I've only been seeing him a few weeks but I have never felt like this before and he has brought me so much closer to God then I have ever been before. He believes that our relationship with God is the most important thing of all. It's been years since I actually prayed and wanted to believe in God and now I'm out buying a Bible so we can have Bible studies together. I've been struggling with my Faith for a long time and bc of him I have found it again. The thing is I am losing this guy bc of my bad ways of not communicating, he wants phone calls and to see each other more and it is drilled into my head that phone calls get me in trouble due to my ex. I'm so scared bc my life is finally getting back to normal and I have never been closer to God but I'm losing the one person I actually want to talk to bc I can't talk to him😭 I know if we don't work out I'll always have God by my side now but I don't want to lose the person who got me here. I wish it was that simple to just call him..