Pray for me

I just had my son a few weeks ago & tonight I found out that my EX bf has been cheating on me ... with more than 1 female!! not only does he have 2 side bitches... he got one pregnant & she had her child 3 months before I had mine. I am destroyed!! I have already been dealing with postpartum but this is a whole other level. i’m literally crying as im typing bc I don’t have anyone to talk to about this mess & I just need to get vent.. we been together for 4 years, I just feel so worthless.. i’m done though it’s time to do me & live my best life with my son. I just gotta figure out how ima get on my feet bc he always took care of me & all our bills ... ughhh 2020 has been a hell of a year