My first time!

I’m 17 and am still a virgin and still haven’t had my first kiss. i feel like i’m fully ready to have sex but i don’t want my first time to be with someone i am actually into. Is it weird to hu with someone i’ve been talking to only online. I feel like it would help me get over the awkwardness and be more ready to have sex with someone i actually have feelings for. PLEASE LET ME KNOW