I have PTSD

kay

Soo I finally tried giving my fiancee a BJ and at first I was fine I didnt do it for long like a min max and I stopped for a second to talk to him because we value communication when doing stuff and outta no where I had an attack I didnt feel coming

My question is when should I try again? I did this 2 days ago

All advice welcome for what I should do

And also I didnt like the taste of his precum any advice on that to?