Feeling really down during my two week wait just knowing it will result in another period!

My and my boyfriend are in our 20s healthy and trying to conceive baby #1.

So many people I know haven't gotten pregnant recently and some weren't even trying.

How is it fair that people can conceive by accident and we can't and we have been trying for 2 years 😭

Don't get me wrong I am so so so happy for all the couple's who have gotten their positive test, but I can't help feeling sad and jealous just a little.

When will it be my turn?

My turn to miss a period,

My turn to watch the second line appear,

My turn to tell my parents,

My turn to announce on social media with a cheesy announcement,

My turn to watch my belly grow,

My turn to count down the weeks,

My turn to pick out cute outfits and sleep suits,

My turn to paint a nursery,

My turn to hear the little heart beat,

My turn to feel the first kick,

My turn to push and hold my every own baby,

When will it be my turn to have my dream?