In my head

Well I finally was able to nail down my ovulation and we had sex many many times 🥰, and im due, in theory, for my period in a few days. I’ve been feeling... weird. Light cramping, tired, a bit dizzy, a bit nauseous, not so much to throw up just persistent low level nausea and today my boobs hurt a bit. I’m hoping I’m not just in my head, I’m hoping, hoping that this is it, that this is the one. I tested yesterday and nada, going to give it a few days and retest. I’m trying to stay busy, I have a farm and there’s always work to do. Trying to stay out of my head, but my birthdays next week and I’m hoping that this is the year I don’t wish to get pregnant when I blow out my candles, this is the year I wish for a healthy pregnancy and baby.... but it’s probably wishful thinking.....