Unhappy & pregnant

Te

I wanted a kid so bad for the last 5 years, 4 years ago I TTC and for whatever reason it did not happen. So here it is 2020 5 years later In April I found out I’m pregnant but the sad part is I picked the wrong person for the father for the 3rd time and I am very sad & disappointed. He does’nt check on us, I just knew this time I would be treated like a queen like he promised but it turns out everything that what said before I found out was a lie so I decided not to be with him and just co-parent. When I said that he flipped and verbally threatened me & said forget me & the baby. I am 15 weeks and very unhappy I just need some prayers please & thanks ☹️