I made a post on here maybe a month ago about my new apartment not feeling like home 😞 this is my second apartment ever & I really don’t like it here.. just doesn’t feel like home, it’s huge, there’s bugs everywhere, it still smells like the last owners & I’m not comfortable in the shower or toilet no matter how much I bleach it. (2-5x a week) btw.. but when I think of this I feel so guilty for not being grateful for having a roof over my head 😞 because I am!!! I’m just really sensitive to my surroundings, friends, people & places & I just wish I listened to my intuition.. I think maybe this was a learning experience to learn my intuition better & not too sure into things. We came from a pretty small 2 bed one way ST into a HUGE 3 bed on a main st with people EVERYWHERE. my furniture looks so tiny in this place & the closer we got to moving in this place I didn’t feel excitement.. it kinda felt off & I think that was my cue cause the first apartment we moved into I knew right away it was suppose to ours. We had no furniture at first either & it still felt like home & happiness 😔 being so young with a baby it’s so hard for us to find an apartment.., I just feel so stuck right now