Gender disappointment

So I took a Sneak Peek gender test that I ordered online and I got the result of it being a boy. I really in My heart felt I was having a girl 😢. I’m still hopeful the test was wrong but is it normal to feel this way? I didn’t even want to have a baby honestly.. and then I started getting a little bit excited and hoped for a girl.. now that i took that stupid test and ended with a boy I feel like I have no connection to this baby. I’ve never felt so upset about something like this ever. I haven’t stopped crying since yesterday.