Heartbroken.. onto 3rd round 😢

Kim • 29 • 💍 💕• 👦🏼💙 11/8/17 • ttc w/ secondary infertility ✨

Hi ladies.. don’t really have any questions, I guess I’m just looking for any hope and encouragement. I’ll be moving into my 3rd round of Clomid. These last few days have been an emotional roller coaster. I got a pretty nasty looking indent on a frer (see below) and I thought it could finally be my time. Took multiple tests since and all 100% negative and now I’ve started spotting dark brown at 12 dpo so I know AF is on her way. Hubby will be getting a sperm analysis done this month (finally), and we’ll be continuing with Clomid. This entire process is really heartbreaking and no one really understands dealing with infertility unless you’ve gone through it. I sure as hell never thought I would go through this. I’m really trying to stay hopeful and I know that there are so many people out there who have it way worse, or who have been trying for so much longer than me, but it still hurts. I just don’t want to feel like I’m alone. If hubby says one more time, “it’ll happen when it happens” or “it’s ok well try again next month” I think I will lose my mind.