So upset

So I don’t want to complain but my husband and I have been trying forever.... this month has been horrible my ovulation test were all over the place multiple positives of clear blue digital never really knew when to bd and sex became a chore.... I am now on cd 35 still no AF but sore boobs and dry cm same symptoms as right before my AF...I really feel like giving up and taking a break for a while...what are some things you ladies do to keep you motivated to keep trying month after month...