Family member pregnancy


So I just found out my sister-in-law is pregnant.. her due date is january which is what my due date was. I lost my baby in may, I had been ttc for over a year and I lost it at 7 weeks. My heart is broken over my baby and I'm so angry and hurting that her due date is the same as what mine was supposed to be. How is this fair? How is it so easy for so many people when I want nothing more than to be a mom 😭 I want to be happy, but I cant be because that should be me celebrating too 😭