I want him...im noticing I think of him more

Sooo I had an post a while back about having sex with my boyfriend nephew. And i know it shouldnt of happened. But today he calls me up and wanted to know what I was up to and he was getting off work early and wanted to come see me. My boyfriend was still at work. So I told him yeah he can come over... So before you know it we all over each other 😑 then we finished and I'm like" why I keep messing with him" so he leaves then calls me back because he wants to come back over again for some more sex. I told him no I'll probably hit him up another time. And I have to admit though it was definitely good to me..but its like he's deep in it with me...

Update: i see you all responses and to answer one person question about who is better well his nephew is definitely...you cant helps who fall in love with you or wants to be intimate with you and me and him for that connection...you can call me a whore slut or whatever I'm happy and his happy and my boyfriend is happy... Me and my boyfriend relationship is kinda done but my kids love him amd he takes care of us. And im not letting that go... But his nephew called me today and just checking on me and that felt very good.. And tomorrow hes coming over and yes I'm going to have sex with him. Im not worried if I get pregnant if I do it was meant to be. But we use condoms