Feeling bummed ...

When AF and turning 30 are due this weekend it has me feeling pretty pants 😒

Im not naive i know that 30 isnt old .. its not about that i dont think i just i dunno i guess i thoughy my life would be different by now like id have more to show for it i guess 🤷‍♀️

I dont have a bad life by any means i have an amazing husband, a job and a roof over my head we only rent unfortunately but that doesnt matter to me. I guess the biggest thing for me is the no kids part 😔 been trying for the last 5 years we finally were going for <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> but due to covid we had to postpone hoping to get back on track next month but when i was younger i wanted to have had kids before i was 30 lol.

Sorry just needed somewhere to let this out