Crushed

I am beyond upset right now and no one knows that I’m pregnant so I can’t talk to anyone. I just called to schedule my first ultrasound appt and they told me my husband can’t come in with me. This will be our last child and I don’t want him to miss it. Not only that, but with our very first baby we found that it didn’t have a heartbeat at the ultrasound and he was my rock. I need him. I know there are more important things going on in the world right now but this kind of shocked me. It’s so unfair!! I’m just Heartbroken.