Hey Loves, hope you enjoying ya day✨♥️

A lot been on my mind lately, so for about 3 months i been back with my ex that i posted about on that we had a lot of issues and shii. We recent got back together after a 6 month break and when i tell hell you he’s a whole different person. All that nasty attitudes and bad habits he had all changed. He a new person now, he used to hate spending money on me now it’s like he does it every chance he gets. I feel like everything gonna work. And it makes me so happy bc i was and am in love with this guy. he’s everything to me. Remember wen i talked about no getting wet for him in the beginning, now is a while different story. Sex is great it doesn’t feel dry or anything it’s better.

but he’s my problem my trust issues still fuck with me considering all the things he did put me through and the cheating so i’m trying no to put all in it but i still find it scary. he puts his location on for me to know. he calls and texts every min but i just can’t allow myself to trust him bc i’m so scared i love him but ion be hurt again.

before we got back together i was in an “entanglement” with this guy who was there to help me go thro the things he put me thro he ended up begging for a chance with me i told him i wasn’t over my ex bc he didn’t care after awhile i gave him a chance. it was good at first i thought i loved him but later realized he just don’t give me the feeling other guys gave me especially my ex. So i broke up with him and he found out i left him for my ex and did the most crazy thing ever he went a dated my best friend. ion really care but that’s crazy and for my best friend to do tht is even crazier to me. all his friends think i used him but i didn’t i been told him i ain’t want a relationship. so now they together and i’m with my ex.

we worried what ppl will say wen we come out tht we back together bc we kinda made a big scene.

Thanks for reading😘