Is anyone in the boat of two under two? 😟

I'm 37 and this is my last pregnancy.

I've known for 4 weeks now, and I'm still having a hard time getting excited about it. I want to be excited so bad, but I'm very nervous and just have a feeling of dread that follows me .... my son is such a baby still, he just turned 1 and can't even walk yet.

We planned on trying for #4 possibly, sometime after December, when Grayson was a little bit older. But the pregnancy was a big shock last month.

This is my last pregnancy and so I want to really enjoy it!! Every moment of it, and take it all in, but I'm just struggling right now.

I'm 8 weeks.

Any positive words of advice or positive outlooks would be so welcomed! ❤️ I don't know why my mind is having such a hard time this time around. 😩 I want to feel GOOD!

My little babydoll on Monday 💞