TTC HISTORY AND WAITING TO TEST

I had an ectopic pregnancy May of 2020 after a 9 yrs of not being pregnant ending with me losing my left tube. My boyfriend and I just started actively TTC since December of 2019. But I’ve had some health complications in Feb 2020 finding out I had diabetes and I was in diabetic keto acidosis stage. I worked hard and lost 27 lbs and my A1C dropped from 9.7 to as of May 6.1🤗 now I’m prediabetic. After my ectopic, And getting the ok to start this month we did the BD 3x twice the day before ovalution. When I was 6dpo, I started testing. From maybe a faint lines to negative tests I probably took 10 hpt. I am 11dpo and I have decided to wait to test any further. It’s emotional and costly!! I desperately want my rainbow 🌈 baby. Seeing all of you guys getting early BFP made me anxious as ever!! AF is due in 3 days maybe I’ll see her maybe I won’t. It’s only been one cycle which gives me more time to lose more weight and prepare my body for baby!! Not giving up just slowing down!