I’m ready to have my baby 😴

As of yesterday I’m 3cm and 50% effaced. I’m 37.6 weeks and just super ready to have him. I’ve been having contractions on and off for weeks. I’ve been losing my plug constantly in huge chunks. I’m tired of chasing a toddler while I’m in pain. I’m tired of the insomnia. Tired of diarrhea at all hours of the day. Just so tired. My first was a breeze and so amazing. This time I can’t even lift my left leg because the severe pain. Ahhh I feel so horrible saying it but I’m just so down and stressed. I hope I’m a good mom to two!! I hope I gain my energy back soon. And I hope these last few weeks go by quickly for all of us!!!