Angry

So I have to schedule my repeat csection tomorrow and I am so angry.

Because 1. I don’t want another csection & 2. A few of my friends (who don’t have any children) are like “that’s SUPER EXCITING getting to pick your babies birthday! Omg!”

Even though I have expressed that I don’t want another csection and that my first one was super traumatic.

Like I was looking for some support or something but they are very much minimizing how I feel 😡😡