It was a hard day. I’m also pregnant and exhausted, irritable and getting bigger and more sore by the day. My little guy was going through something today and HE WAS SO MEAN. 😅

We’ve been having trouble with solids but he’s gaining weight... it’s still stressful and I’m constantly second guessing myself if he’s hungry and offering food and he doesn’t eat it or spits it out etc. also my husbands been shopping (covid)and getting a lot of non whole grain snacks and freezer foods for dinner etc.

I feel like he’s always bored, hungry and miserable... and I’m exhausted trying to be such a good mama. Even in this heat, I lube him up in sunscreen, play out side with water table and pool, chase him around to play, take him for walks.

I just cried the whole time he napped today and just now in the shower bc I feel like I’m failing and I have no business having another baby.