okay so; me & this boy have been dating since may.

Back Story: we’ve talked on & off since 16 & known each other since 14.. i’m now 19 the talking was never serious or really went anywhere until this year. so with that being said he’s basically lived @ my house since may... like whole xbox & everything here. lol, he has a bad tendency of acting out like a child though & leaving whenever he gets mad over stupid shit. but that’s not even the worst part, he ups & leaves with no goodbye, no love you, no kiss, no nothing. well a couple day’s ago he had a tissy fit left & “ran out of gas” on the side of the road, sent me a pic of his gas tank on E, said he’s phone was finna die, he “didn’t know” where he was & never came back home that night. he apparently “slept in his car” that night. well basically 3 days ago he had another hissy fit & stormed off i haven’t heard nor seen him since then. so i blew his fb up trying to break up yet again since the last time, but then i remembered his phone is broke. i changed all my profiles & you know the typical things. he hasn’t even showed to get his things or anything, like i’m pretty sure he thinks we’re gonna sum how act like this never happened when he decides to pop up for his work clothes, xbox, etc. with that being said technically if he hasn’t been able to see the messages yet or bothered to show his face to deal with it in person i’m still considered single correct? i really do love him, but i don’t want to undermine myself or allow anyone to make me feel or look stupid in the slightest way again because i’ve tolerated that for years with an ex. sometimes i feel like i just have to have more love towards myself & put it above the love i have for someone else that doesn’t bother to even say bye, love you, or anything & can just leave without talking to me for days.

sorry for the long ass paragraph y’all 🤦🏼‍♀️

i’m just super pissed/confused/idek ab this.