I had a missed miscarriage with our first pregnancy a few months ago, it ended in a d&c 💔 we ended up having about 3 ultrasounds and they were all bad news followed by worse news.

I’m now about 8 weeks pregnant for the 2nd time, my first appointment is in 5 days (Tuesday). Truthfully I don’t want to go because I don’t want to hear bad news.. Ignorance is bliss and as of this moment I’ve had 0 bad signs (and a lot more nausea). But actually getting an ultrasound is making me face my fear of it all happening again. 😣 I wish I could be as excited as I was during our first pregnancy before everything went bad.