Need to vent!

This really is a vent that is on the bottom of the scale when it comes to problems. I completely 100% understand that, but this is my first pregnancy so I am struggling with everything on top of COVID and just the world right now lol.

My starting weight was 123. At my appointment today I weighed 140 😭 I am 24 weeks pregnant.

Just trying to cope with this new body. It has been very difficult for me since I have always had a small build. Clothes don’t fit, I don’t feel comfortable or sexy.

My husband is amazing. It’s our anniversary in September, and it has been one hell of a first year of marriage. He has done nothing to make me feel like I’m not attractive. In fact, our sex life is pretty good right now considering my size 🤣

Just me trying to cope with this new me! But I am looking forward to getting back to my original size lol or close to it!