I’m a mum to 4 beautiful children u have to older children and two younger oldest 11 youngest 14 months my 4 year old is suspected adhd and is on sleeping meds he goes to bed around 10pm wakes at 12 and then is up till the next night I’m 19 weeks pregnant and it’s finally got me I feel sad lonely unappreciated my family live 40 miles away and my partner worlds full time.

Lately my son with adhd has been a real struggle with his sleeping and his hyperactivity and impulsively i take them all out everyday I keep the house clean I do everything a mum should be doing and even more.

My partners mum is such a bully towards me she makes out she likes me but favours just my child with adhd leaves the other lot out and dunno why but its really affecting me mentally she lives 10 mins round the corner but loves to spend her days drinking cider so is constantly pissed! My youngest baby has seen her she knows him I try and make an effort to go there on weekends and yesterday she had the cheek to messaged me saying I don’t favour your children I just don’t no the baby I never see him now I dunno if it’s my pregnant hormones it it’s pushed me over the edge I literally feel alone angry tired and can’t stop crying all my friends have older children so it’s hard to meet up with them I’m just alone daily with no one with my kids and finding it so hard I get fed up of seeing my single friends with one baby complaining over there baby teething and then having sympathy from the world when really they don’t have a clue I wouldn’t change my

Life for the world I’m not jealous just f**king need someone to tell me it’s going to be alright I don’t get no outside support until adhd boy is 5 what a joke ? Health visitors are crap they don’t wanna no and all other agency have said because my kids ain’t neglected I’m fine I don’t need no support lol so I guess I’m just gunna carry on feeling like this 😢😢😢😢😢😢