My prayers have been answered 🥺

And not in the “I’m pregnant!” Type of way unfortunately. But my S/O and I started ttc back in November. At that time I had been off birth control for 10 months and was having around 45 day cycles. The past 6 years I’ve always had a bad gut feeling that trying to conceive would be harder for me. In February of this year we got pregnant with a chemical. Which I know is rather quick to get pregnant considering we started ttc in November. But after my chemical I’m still having irregular cycles that are ranging from 31-43 days. Every other month is 30 something days and every other month is 40 something days. It’s been four months since our chemical and we’ve been BD and doing everything perfectly each month so it’s discouraging me a little that something is causing me not to get pregnant again. Well, I finally switched my insurance and got a letter from a gynecologist clinic that my doctor sent them a referral to rule out PCOS and anything else that could be going on and making my cycles irregular. I feel so blessed that I’m finally going to be getting some answers 🥺 even if they tell me I’m fine and am ovulating regularly and can get pregnant again with time just the fact that they’ll be able to help with my long, PAINFUL and irregular cycles feels like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders... I was tested at the hospital when I miscarried for endometriosis and was tested again by another doctor (second opinion to be sure) but they came back clear! So it’s probably just something like a simple hormonal imbalance that can be easily fixed. I suffer from anxiety disorder so I’m constantly assuming the worst but I’m so thankful that in August I’ll be able to get the answers I’m looking for 😭🙏🏻 God is so good.