His father left him and his four younger brothers cheating, he cheated on that relationship and left, he left the other. Now the son the oldest saw it all the boxes the tears the fights, and he grew up and didn't want to hurt someone because he went through it all being poor, seeing his mom cry and his own feelings. We got in a relationship and he cried so much he hadn't told a soul how much pain he was in from the action of his father. He would always cry when our dates were over and he would say "promise me you will never leave me." He was insecure that he couldn't be loved he would tell me. But I loved him. I was there through it all, all the times he tried everything to bury the pain. I was pregnant and he said he wasn't ready but years he talked about having a family with me told me the names of our children. He told me to leave, and he didn't want to talk, I am wondering why he did this to us to himself to me. This pain is