How tf do you ride dick

"Just do what feels good for you!" Is not helpful because i literally dont feel shit when im on top. Period.

Everytime I've ever got on top im just rolled back over to being a pillow princess again or just receive very blank looks. Except when i did it facing away from one guy but he was a virgin at the time and i dont think he had much to complain about really. Oh and this other guy but he liked everything super rough. Even when i was on top it was like he was doing all the work and just wanted to see bouncing titties. Idk i want to do the seducing for once though gdi. There's one man i really truly genuinely want to make love to but every time we've ever talked about this, hes made it clear that he would like me on top at some point and i just really dont want to disappoint him:(