Abortion pill didn’t work

Hi I’m 21 and I made the decision to have a medical abortion at 9 weeks and 6 days. I did everything right with the support of my S.O and mom. I just went for a follow up yesterday and she said “okay do you want to see the screen?” I was confused because I thought the abortion did happen, I passed clots and bled, and had cramping. I said “well is there something in there?” And she just shook her head. So I agreed and I saw the baby is still in there and does have a heartbeat. I’m very confused and in shock. I feel like this is a sign but also I’m so worried if I choose to have the baby it will have defects or problems because of the medicine and process. I cannot live with myself knowing I hurt my child. I have an appointment scheduled for next week to get the in clinic procedure. I just feel like I need to go to an OBGYN to see if the baby is okay because if it is okay I will absolutely have it, it was meant to be. Has anyone had a child after a failed abortion?