I would just because if it were too be soon. I dont want to cheat death or anything but i want to prepare my family and have preparations prepared for my daughter like letters as she grows up and things like that and a life insurance policy and to help my husband and my kids. Just preparation for it is all, when i die im not hurt, it's the ones left behind that are.

Well I might have someone else look and see it it was a long time from now I might want to know because then I could live my life now without fear....