I feel terrible saying this especially because my partner has already bought a few things, we have a baby that I love but struggle with. I’m young and have goals, I want to do more than make 9.00$ an hour at my local supermarket, I was just learning how to drive when I got pregnant with my son and I still haven’t been able to achieve that yet.

I’m 10 weeks, I’ve even had moments of crying to my partner about how I don’t want the baby, then he convinces me otherwise.

How do I cope with this? I was JUST getting over my postpartum depression and starting to be really happy in life, I started doing things that made me feel like myself like sewing, decorating, fostering animals. It breaks my heart because I know I won’t be able to do that stuff anymore, I barely have the time now.