38w 4d and emotional

Literally fighting back tears because my baby is too comfy to come out. My doctor has been asking me if I’ve been thinking about induction. I have my 39w appointment on Monday and have to let her know if I want to schedule a day in advanced. But I think that’s what’s stressing me out. I don’t want to be induced but there’s new studies suggesting 39w induction being the safer option. Idk what to do. I just wish he’d come on his own. Every women in my family always had early babies. Anywhere between 2-6 weeks early. So nobody expected me to still be pregnant. But here I am. Huge. Miserable. And ready for him to be here already.